Miss USA 2019 Cheslie Kryst fears turning 30

It seems that Miss USA 2019 Cheslie Kryst has a premonition about her passing connected to her turning 30.

The New York Police Department (NYPD) is continuing its investigation into the death of Cheslie Kryst last Jan. 30, 2022.

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According to preliminary reports, the beauty queen jumped from a high-rise condominium building in New York where she was staying. There was also a report that the girl allegedly saw a suicide note on her computer.

Family, friends, and the entire pageant world were shocked by the sudden disappearance of the 30-year-old lawyer because they had no idea that something was going on.

But in a feature article she wrote for Allure that came out on March 4, 2021, and titled “A Pageant Queens Reflects on Turning 30,” the beauty queen seems to have a hint about the fear she feels when she turns 30.

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Here are some parts of what Cheslie Kryst wrote, “Each time I say,‘ I’m turning 30, ’I cringe a little. Sometimes I can successfully mask this uncomfortable response with excitement; other times, my enthusiasm feels hollow, like bad acting.

“Society has never been kind to those growing old, especially women. (Occasional exceptions are made for some of the rich and a few of the famous.)

Miss USA 2019 Cheslie Kryst fears turning 30

“When I was crowned Miss USA 2019 at 28 years old, I was the oldest woman in history to win the title, a designation even the sparkling $ 200,000 pearl-and-diamond Mikimoto crown could barely brighten for some diehard pageant fans who immediately began to petition for the age limit to be lowered.

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“A grinning, crinkly-eyed glance at my achievements thus far makes me giddy about laying the groundwork for more, but turning 30 feels like a cold reminder that I’m running out of time to matter in society’s eyes-and it’s infuriating.

“After a year like 2020, you would think we’d learned that growing old is a treasure and maturity is a gift not everyone gets to enjoy.

“Far too many of us allow ourselves to be measured by a standard that some sternly refuse to challenge and others simply acquiesce to because fitting in and going with the flow is easier than rowing against the current. I fought this fight before and it’s the battle I’m currently fighting with 30.

“How do I shake society’s unwavering norms when I’m facing the relentless tick of time? It’s the age-old question: What happens when “immovable” meets “unstoppable”?

“Now, I enter year 30 searching for joy and purpose on my own terms — and that feels like my own sweet victory,” Cheslie Kryst said.

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